I hate the way I have been feeling lately toward my kids. Dont get me wrong I love my kids more then anything in this world and would knock anyone over who tried to hurt them in any way but lately I always feel fustrated when I'm around them. I love my life, I really do. There isnt any thing I'd want to change right now. But when I am alone with the kids, I'm am never happy. Meaning, I'm always fustrated and feel like all I do is tell them no, you can't do this, or stop fighting, put that down, get way from that, etc.... I want to be able to enjoy every moment with them but how can I do them when I feel like all I do is correct them. I look forward to bed times and times when i am away from them. Mallory cries over everything and Mason backtalks me about everything so every moment with them is me getting mad at them for being that way. I feel like I can't do any thing without them driving me crazy. Eric seems to handle it better then i do and he stays so calm. how does he do that?
I just needed to vent. I know this is probably a normal feeling for lots of parents but I'm just so tired and fustrated
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